forgive me father! for i have sinned!
loljk.
i do have a confession to make though. i'm really, miserably anti social. you all might be like, what noo. but i am. yeah, i will skip off to town and stuff but i always go with the same people. i don't like going out to hang out with people unless there's a structure for the day. the prospect of sitting around and 'hanging' just freaks me out. i can't stand the idea of a non-structured day. but there's an exception. for a couple of people, i totally love that shit. tamara, gabe, daria and someone else that's fine. i'm quite happy to do five eights of fuck all. frankly it's what tamara and i do most of the time. sit around, doing nothing but pissing ourselves laughing. yeah, we find shit to do and it's sweet. but a lot more of my friends i just, would rather not. you know... no structure or what about awkwardness? like for example, with brogan. he's awesome, i'm awesome. we get on great and all but if we're just chilling we run out of things to talk about and it gets shit awkward. but on facebook and texting and with people it's sweet as.
in saying this, the other night me, laura, corey and brogan went and played pool. that was pretty sweet and i enjoyed that. first time playing and i didn't do half bad. i did shit. but hey, dick, it was my first time. but yeah, just hanging out freaks me out a little. makes me nervous cause it's like WTF ARE WE GON' DO!? Don't see how the town kids do it all day!
night.
x
Monday, January 31, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
baby, you're a firework.
not really. i'm just listening to that song, and i love it so much. it's honestly amazing. katy perry is pretty fantastic. but anyway, thought i'd come have a wee vent on here. had an amazing night last night! town with daria. obviously it was gonna be a good night from the start, haha. though, to be honest. i was a wee bit nervous when deb, her mum, turned up. sort of thought that might put a downer on the night but it was actually fantastic. started off at boogies, which was amazing. daria and me instantly hit the dancefloor and went nuts. of course, i soon watched daria babe-ing up all the boys haha. me and deb had a wee dance and that was good. had some teeaaapottt! yum. then next thing we knew, these boys that had danced with us before, were back. gave them both a wee shot each. the really hot one then gave me a hug, and put his arm around me, told me I had 'fantastic boobies'. ohh he was gorgeous! shaggy brown hair, doe eyesss <3 nom nom nom! anyway, found out his name was tom then we all wandered off back to the dancefloor and split. they were back soon enough though. the other guy took quite a liking to me, and bought me a malibu and lemonade <3 was sooo good. but of course, you don't get anything for free these days. and soon enough he was eating my face. no shit. i checked in the bathroom and i had teeth marks above my lip. dude. wtf. i do feel bad though, his friend ditched him and he told me to take care of him but then daria and deb and left from the bathroom, and i completely spaced and forgot about him and we left. we left in such a hurry because we found daria's id and card so we were suddenly all 'yay! we don't have to be stuck in the one place all night!'. 'cept then we ran into her frikin' ex man thing who is such an asshole. she sat down and talked to him so me and deb wandered to wendys cause i needed to pee.
haha, thought you might appreciate that information! ;) anyway, so yeah and when i came out deb was chatting with some guy, asking him to buy her a milkshake. i told her to give him the puppy eyes. he was like 'no. puppy lips. they're normally 'O' shaped and going up and down something'. wee innocent deb, haha didn't even click and i did! when i told her she went so red! but she scored the shake anyway, which is good. for free too. even though he asked to touch her boobs or have a root haha.she escaped. bought daria a mint shake and took it to her while she was chatting to him then sat and waited outside with deb, who hates him. she eventually emerged. crying ); assholee!!!! so i gave her a big big hug and let her snot on me. always makes someone feel better. got her laughing soon enough anyway. my bar was pretty pumping. though they shut at 3! gutted!!! so, you know, didn't last long. we managed to get daria the mad stalker though. she danced with him for like a minute then got freaked out because he was just staring at her really intensely, and doing some weird pumping dance. but yeah, we moved away, he continued to grind on her. so we went to the bathroom, emerged on the otherside of the dancefloor and were fine until he spotted us. and grinded some more. so we moved, he grinded. i boxed daria into a corner and he slid in and was grinding. so we moved again, and he was still grinding. so i used my genius, grabbed her and we danced close for a few seconds and he fucked off. VICTORY!!! i mean, come on. if she doesn't dance back with you, buddy, just give up. don't make a bigger dick of yourself than you need to. when it was winding down some other nice boy was dancing with her, but then was pretty much dry fucking her so she fled haha. we were the last people there, and were chatting to a couple of the bouncers. who were lovely, really. we checked the men's toilet for them because he checked the ladies'.
anyway, after that we ran into matt again, and he 'promised' daria something. but of course he never came through. because he's a liar and she can do so much better. but you can't help it when you love someone. you see past their flaws. anyway, tried to stop daria from seeing him, so grabbed her and carried her away but she went anyway. :/ some guys walked past and called us hot lesbians and they had a video camera and we'd be on youtube. i was like, 'dude. if it was worth videoing, it would be banned from youtube.' but hey, they can keep dreaming, it's free. eventually started the walk home with daria and deb again and the guys continued yelling miscellaneous things about us repeating the action and other nonsense. uhm, yeah. but went off home and crawled into her bed after watching some good old jeremy kyle. 3 kids and he was JUST 16!!! heard of a condom, buddy!? yeah, woke up at like 3pm. we talked and then dozed off again. i got up though, because tamara scored herself a kitten and i wanted to see it. so went and got a drink and then wee cute kitttyyyy! gorgeous wee thing! had some intense fun with it and tamara's older cat. turns out her older cat snorts before growling. it's hilarious.
yeah, anyway. all good things have to come to an end, got home and mum told me she'd taken my phone charger because apparently i left it on. i know i fucking hadn't. grr. whatever, i just switched to my old phone. not that she knows this, actually. so now since i 'don't have a phone' she doesn't get to know where i am. aha, also! taking the toaster and jug and hiding them. they're always left on. they're hazards too. suck on that. >:D worse thing is though-- she's got three weeks off work. three fucking weeks. i'm going to go mental. i know i am. i have a feeling i'll be living at friend's houses lots. fuck staying here. she drives me mental enough now, without being around me constantly. :/
i have other shit going on too, that this just tops. but it's not really stuff for blog.
anyway,
work tomorrow... so might attempt to go back to sleep soon.
night (:
x
haha, thought you might appreciate that information! ;) anyway, so yeah and when i came out deb was chatting with some guy, asking him to buy her a milkshake. i told her to give him the puppy eyes. he was like 'no. puppy lips. they're normally 'O' shaped and going up and down something'. wee innocent deb, haha didn't even click and i did! when i told her she went so red! but she scored the shake anyway, which is good. for free too. even though he asked to touch her boobs or have a root haha.she escaped. bought daria a mint shake and took it to her while she was chatting to him then sat and waited outside with deb, who hates him. she eventually emerged. crying ); assholee!!!! so i gave her a big big hug and let her snot on me. always makes someone feel better. got her laughing soon enough anyway. my bar was pretty pumping. though they shut at 3! gutted!!! so, you know, didn't last long. we managed to get daria the mad stalker though. she danced with him for like a minute then got freaked out because he was just staring at her really intensely, and doing some weird pumping dance. but yeah, we moved away, he continued to grind on her. so we went to the bathroom, emerged on the otherside of the dancefloor and were fine until he spotted us. and grinded some more. so we moved, he grinded. i boxed daria into a corner and he slid in and was grinding. so we moved again, and he was still grinding. so i used my genius, grabbed her and we danced close for a few seconds and he fucked off. VICTORY!!! i mean, come on. if she doesn't dance back with you, buddy, just give up. don't make a bigger dick of yourself than you need to. when it was winding down some other nice boy was dancing with her, but then was pretty much dry fucking her so she fled haha. we were the last people there, and were chatting to a couple of the bouncers. who were lovely, really. we checked the men's toilet for them because he checked the ladies'.
anyway, after that we ran into matt again, and he 'promised' daria something. but of course he never came through. because he's a liar and she can do so much better. but you can't help it when you love someone. you see past their flaws. anyway, tried to stop daria from seeing him, so grabbed her and carried her away but she went anyway. :/ some guys walked past and called us hot lesbians and they had a video camera and we'd be on youtube. i was like, 'dude. if it was worth videoing, it would be banned from youtube.' but hey, they can keep dreaming, it's free. eventually started the walk home with daria and deb again and the guys continued yelling miscellaneous things about us repeating the action and other nonsense. uhm, yeah. but went off home and crawled into her bed after watching some good old jeremy kyle. 3 kids and he was JUST 16!!! heard of a condom, buddy!? yeah, woke up at like 3pm. we talked and then dozed off again. i got up though, because tamara scored herself a kitten and i wanted to see it. so went and got a drink and then wee cute kitttyyyy! gorgeous wee thing! had some intense fun with it and tamara's older cat. turns out her older cat snorts before growling. it's hilarious.
yeah, anyway. all good things have to come to an end, got home and mum told me she'd taken my phone charger because apparently i left it on. i know i fucking hadn't. grr. whatever, i just switched to my old phone. not that she knows this, actually. so now since i 'don't have a phone' she doesn't get to know where i am. aha, also! taking the toaster and jug and hiding them. they're always left on. they're hazards too. suck on that. >:D worse thing is though-- she's got three weeks off work. three fucking weeks. i'm going to go mental. i know i am. i have a feeling i'll be living at friend's houses lots. fuck staying here. she drives me mental enough now, without being around me constantly. :/
i have other shit going on too, that this just tops. but it's not really stuff for blog.
anyway,
work tomorrow... so might attempt to go back to sleep soon.
night (:
x
Monday, January 17, 2011
aloha.
well, evening folks. another late night and i'm on the internet again killing time. glorious, right? not really haha. more wanting of what i can't have. not to mention i need to get up semi-early tomorrow. off to laura's to set up my tent so we can have a wee tent party. never set this tent up before so the mission could be... intense. i actually hope i have all the bits to it :S We'll find out.
So in other news i'm definitely moving out soon! Daria (Gabe's sister) and I have become pretty close lately. She's leaving her current flat (which has a real crazy bitch in it.) and off back home for a bit. WHICH IS VICTORY IN ITSELF!!! They live a short-ish walk away from my house and I love going over there (: I know their Mum is probably sick of me but it's great. Love that place. Yeah, sometimes it can be a bit intense with their brother and stuff but the dog! OH HOW I LOVE THEIR DOG! Now I have two excuses to go play with Rage. Daria and Gabe. I can rotate between them! Muahahaha!
I stayed there the other night. Was originally at Lyron's party and it got kinda really gay, kinda quick. If I felt like drinking I can imagine it would of been better, but it was also the fact I had a long walk home that wasn't really all that appealing. Or stay at Brogan's. Not too bad, he doesn't live too far away but still, walking when you're a bit drunk is no fun. YOU JUST WANT TO SLEEEEEEP. So texted Gabe and went around, watched movies for a bit and slept. Woke up in the morning when he was off to course but I really didn't feel like getting up at like 7am just to go home and sleep some more. So rolled over and went back to sleep. Woke up a little later with their dog sniffing my face. He's so cute, curled up like a cat at the end of my bed. I woke up later to find him spooning me. Hehe, so cuteeee. I want a dog like that so bad. 'Cause he's heaps cute, but also looks kinda fuck off, so if you're walking him at night nobody's gonna fuck with you. He can get a bit angry too if he's encouraged. I want a dog like that. Makes you feel safe.
But yeah, eventually got up. I hate the feeling when you decided on sleep then you realise it's going to be really awkward because you've gotta chat to the 'rents haha. Lucky I do actually get on with their Mum pretty well. She's awesome, intense purple hair. Ash was asleep anyway, so didn't need to talk to him. But yeah, rocked home. Or maybe met up with Tamara? Yeah. Met up with Tamara in town and we got some cheap BK! Since I work at BK and all. Damn you Burger King! Can't wait until I have a new job! VICTORY SHALL BE MIIIIINEEEEE!
But yes-- New Years Resolutions.
-Get a decent job I can stay in.
-Lose 10kg
-Find a nice man
-Save a bond
-Get into a flat
-Get a cat
Anyway, I just downloaded 'A Walk To Remember' so I might tuck up and watch that.
It better be decent!!!!
Much Love,
Rhio
x
So in other news i'm definitely moving out soon! Daria (Gabe's sister) and I have become pretty close lately. She's leaving her current flat (which has a real crazy bitch in it.) and off back home for a bit. WHICH IS VICTORY IN ITSELF!!! They live a short-ish walk away from my house and I love going over there (: I know their Mum is probably sick of me but it's great. Love that place. Yeah, sometimes it can be a bit intense with their brother and stuff but the dog! OH HOW I LOVE THEIR DOG! Now I have two excuses to go play with Rage. Daria and Gabe. I can rotate between them! Muahahaha!
I stayed there the other night. Was originally at Lyron's party and it got kinda really gay, kinda quick. If I felt like drinking I can imagine it would of been better, but it was also the fact I had a long walk home that wasn't really all that appealing. Or stay at Brogan's. Not too bad, he doesn't live too far away but still, walking when you're a bit drunk is no fun. YOU JUST WANT TO SLEEEEEEP. So texted Gabe and went around, watched movies for a bit and slept. Woke up in the morning when he was off to course but I really didn't feel like getting up at like 7am just to go home and sleep some more. So rolled over and went back to sleep. Woke up a little later with their dog sniffing my face. He's so cute, curled up like a cat at the end of my bed. I woke up later to find him spooning me. Hehe, so cuteeee. I want a dog like that so bad. 'Cause he's heaps cute, but also looks kinda fuck off, so if you're walking him at night nobody's gonna fuck with you. He can get a bit angry too if he's encouraged. I want a dog like that. Makes you feel safe.
But yeah, eventually got up. I hate the feeling when you decided on sleep then you realise it's going to be really awkward because you've gotta chat to the 'rents haha. Lucky I do actually get on with their Mum pretty well. She's awesome, intense purple hair. Ash was asleep anyway, so didn't need to talk to him. But yeah, rocked home. Or maybe met up with Tamara? Yeah. Met up with Tamara in town and we got some cheap BK! Since I work at BK and all. Damn you Burger King! Can't wait until I have a new job! VICTORY SHALL BE MIIIIINEEEEE!
But yes-- New Years Resolutions.
-Get a decent job I can stay in.
-Lose 10kg
-Find a nice man
-Save a bond
-Get into a flat
-Get a cat
Anyway, I just downloaded 'A Walk To Remember' so I might tuck up and watch that.
It better be decent!!!!
Much Love,
Rhio
x
Monday, January 10, 2011
ohmy.
do you ever have those horrible days where you just want to buy a whole load of drugs, and drink a whole lot of alcohol and wake up in hospital? not to kill yourself, but to see who's there? to see who the fuck cares and show them you actually need help too? that no, you're not okay?
rhio, you fucking emo. yeah, i know, right? but it's true, and it feels better to write it down. i haven't been feeling as bad lately, things have been, well, kinda okay. friends have been decent-ish most of the time and i've been bonding with some cool cats. for example Daria, (gabe's sister), is completely amazing! she's possibly one of the coolest people i know. her hair is amazing! and she's going to be doing mine!!! *purrs* we hit town Saturday night and it was mighty eventful. we killed 12 hours together and neither of us have any fucking idea how. arrived home like ten in the morning going what the fuck, how is it ten. legendary!!! then slept until mother woke me at like half seven that night. ended up rocking over to a friend's for some movies and stuff. was lovely. woke up this morning to them getting ready for course, oh jesus haha. i was not ready to get up at seven this morning. i'd just have to rock home and explain why i was there so fuckin' early. no truth as they thought i was some place else. muaha. ended up rolling over and sleeping for a few more hours. regretted it at first when i woke up and was like wait, it's just me and their family; this could be awkward. but it wasn't. ended up talking to their mum for ages and their brother then toddling off to town.
note to self - make an appointment at family planning to get the injection. deal.
as always, much love.
x
rhio, you fucking emo. yeah, i know, right? but it's true, and it feels better to write it down. i haven't been feeling as bad lately, things have been, well, kinda okay. friends have been decent-ish most of the time and i've been bonding with some cool cats. for example Daria, (gabe's sister), is completely amazing! she's possibly one of the coolest people i know. her hair is amazing! and she's going to be doing mine!!! *purrs* we hit town Saturday night and it was mighty eventful. we killed 12 hours together and neither of us have any fucking idea how. arrived home like ten in the morning going what the fuck, how is it ten. legendary!!! then slept until mother woke me at like half seven that night. ended up rocking over to a friend's for some movies and stuff. was lovely. woke up this morning to them getting ready for course, oh jesus haha. i was not ready to get up at seven this morning. i'd just have to rock home and explain why i was there so fuckin' early. no truth as they thought i was some place else. muaha. ended up rolling over and sleeping for a few more hours. regretted it at first when i woke up and was like wait, it's just me and their family; this could be awkward. but it wasn't. ended up talking to their mum for ages and their brother then toddling off to town.
note to self - make an appointment at family planning to get the injection. deal.
as always, much love.
x
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