i've got a confession.

forgive me father! for i have sinned!


loljk.


i do have a confession to make though. i'm really, miserably anti social. you all might be like, what noo. but i am. yeah, i will skip off to town and stuff but i always go with the same people. i don't like going out to hang out with people unless there's a structure for the day. the prospect of sitting around and 'hanging' just freaks me out. i can't stand the idea of a non-structured day. but there's an exception. for a couple of people, i totally love that shit. tamara, gabe, daria and someone else that's fine. i'm quite happy to do five eights of fuck all. frankly it's what tamara and i do most of the time. sit around, doing nothing but pissing ourselves laughing. yeah, we find shit to do and it's sweet. but a lot more of my friends i just, would rather not. you know... no structure or what about awkwardness? like for example, with brogan. he's awesome, i'm awesome. we get on great and all but if we're just chilling we run out of things to talk about and it gets shit awkward. but on facebook and texting and with people it's sweet as.


in saying this, the other night me, laura, corey and brogan went and played pool. that was pretty sweet and i enjoyed that. first time playing and i didn't do half bad. i did shit. but hey, dick, it was my first time. but yeah, just hanging out freaks me out a little. makes me nervous cause it's like WTF ARE WE GON' DO!? Don't see how the town kids do it all day!


night.


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